Life unscripted ( name given to aarohi 's personal diary )
Kuch baate ankahee si ( dated : June 23rd 2023 )
Aaj zindagi ki uss moda pe hai jaha khud ke upar hasi aarahi hai......... ki...... kitni badnaseeb hai hamari yee zindagi......... jaha pe apna kehne ke liye koyi nahi hai......, Hamari iss khamoshiyono ko dekhne waala koyi nahi hai. Hume andar se dard ho raha hai...............usse dekhne waala koyi nahi hai. Aapna hoke bhi koyi apna nahi hai hamara..........., Paraya hoke bhi sab paraye hai. Ye dil tadap raha hai.......... ki koyi toh ho jise hum apna keha sake........... koyi toh ho jise hum apna maan sake. Jo hume hug kare aur console kare chahe baat kitni hi silly kyun na ho. Hamari har baat ko sune...............samje. Hamari har bakwaas ko sune. Par yesi naseeb hamari kaha........?Jaise hum apno ki dard dekh sakthe hai kaash....... Kaash............ koyi toh yesa ho iss duniya mein jo hamari bhi dard dekh sake............feel kar sake.
Although hamari family...., friends they love me a lot but i cannot be myself in front of them. I want to be myself in front of that person..........., express myself without any fear........
Chahte toh hai ki koyi aaye hamare zindagi mein but......................zyada expectations bhi nahi rak sakte i will end up getting hurt. Abhi yesi life ki na aadat ho gayi hai............ abhi iss zindagi se na.......... koyi bhi expectation nahi hai..........abhi hamara ek hi moto hai ki just go with the flow.
But still kisi khone mein i wish next time jab hum likhe toh........kuch acha hua ho hamare saath. Ise ke saath mein tumhe alavida kehte hai mere dost. Hope so ki phir mulakat hogi.
(Aarohi thought to herself reading her old part of life: kesi thi hamari life...........)
(Dated : september 16th 2023)
Aaj hum bohath dino baat kuch likh rahe hai. I never thought that my last words woh sach ho jayega ha now......... i am not alone anymore ....... I am not lonely......... I have my best friend aditya....... My adi -tude who supports me no matter what......... Wh..... Who........takes care of me no matter when......He understands me just by looking at my face.......,My eyes.......
Today he called me ruh........ And i felt zoo of butterflies in my stomach. Aditya is a really good person.......... He takes care of me like a child.... Today he was scolding me because i was careless about my health....... I really felt very good to hear that.........
But i am scared what if he also leaves me like deeksha, avni and ganvi......... I will not be able to handle it.........i can't imagine my life without him now........... He has become a part of my life........I will really die if he goes away from me.......... If aditya was here listening to me then he would say : "why do u have to talk nonsense all the time........, why dont u think about your family ur friends and what about me ..? If you talk such nonsense again then mujhse bura koyi nahi hoga samji kya..... " i giggled.
Ha.... Ha........ I don't know but.......... i think i like him....... How can i not fall for a person like him........? Who is so loving....., so caring? But the fact i can't forget that he can never be mine.........He deserves someone better............ who would give him the love he deserves who will his best and only choice........... And not a person like me.
Log toh bohat Dekhe hai par.........tere jaisa koyi nahi, mehsoos toh bohat kiya hai par......... iske jaisa kabhi nahi, jante hai..........hamara aur tumhara milna na mumqin hai par ee dil hai ki manta hi nahi.
But i fear that what if he gets to know about my past? Will he leave me like........ others? Will he consider me as impure like others? Will he break our friendship? I am not sure should i tell him about my past? I don't know........ I dont know anything......... But i know that aditya will support me no matter what
I don't know what will happen if he comes to know about my scars....... My body burns.......
I started shedding tears.
Now stop it aru....... Stop crying......... U cannot hurt urself more........
I kept the diary in my drawer and slept as i was feeling very drowsy.
Two weeks later........
Aarohi : finally the day have come where i will wear this beautiful saree which was selected by my adi-tude.
Bhabhi came to me to help me wear the saree....... The blouse was designed by bhabhi it was stylish........... But i had a fear in my mind that my scar will be visible in this blouse.
Tara : aarohi...... Hold this
Aarohi : yes bhabhi
In 10 minutes bhabhi draped the saree.
Tara : perfect........ Hayy kisi ki nazar na lage meri choti ko (tara took some part of kajal and placed it behind aarohi's ears.)
Aarohi : bhabhi do i really look good........?
Tara : ha.....,. choti u look really very beautiful...... Now wear the accessories i will be back.
Aarohi : ji bhabhi........
Aarohi got call from aditya
Aditya : aru...... Did u get ready......? I am waiting for you downstairs from half an hour.........please come fast we have just half an hour left for the functions to start ........ I have to go and check all the arrangements........ You know right i am GS of our college.
Aarohi : ya.......... 5 more minutes aditya.........
Aditya : aarohi you are saying this since 20 minutes.
Aarohi : why don't you come inside and wait....... I will come in 5 minutes.
Aditya : ya....... Ok fine
Aarohi : do u really look good aru.....?
After 10 minutes of wait.
Aditya : knocked aarohi's room door. Aru... Baccha how much more time do u need to get ready? Now i will leave u here and go phir hote rehna ready pura din. (Aditya said in anger.)
(Aarohi came out.)


Aditya : hayy she looks so good in this saree.........(aditya thought to himself.)
If she comes like this then......... i would definitely need CPR......... Damm.........she is looking breath taking.......
But why she is covering herself with pallu of the saree
(There were many things in aditya's mind.)
Aarohi : how am i looking aditya....?
Aditya : should i tell a truth or a lie....?
( Aditya asked squinting his eyes.)
Aarohi : both....? First tell me the lie......
Aditya : tum..... Tum ekdum chudail aur dayan ki didi lag rahi hoo......
( Aditya said laughing and covering his mouth)
Aarohi : aditya........ You are so mean..... I dont want to talk to you..... Ok...... whats the truth....?
Aditya : have you made plan to kill me with your looks today.....? You look breath taking today........ You look so beautiful......... I cant express how u are actually looking today.
Chale jab tu latak matak
Laundo ke dil patak patak
Saansein jaaye atak atak
Aata majhi satak satak
(Aditya sang with a flirty tone.)
A
arohi : issh..... How much do u flirt with me....? where u get this flirting ideas from.....? Don't try to be over smart and tell me..........how do i look....?
Aditya : i am telling the truth...... U look really very beautiful today.....
Hayy kisi ki nazar na lage mere aru... Ko
Aarohi had a crimson red hue on her cheeks.
Aditya : why have u covered yourself with pallu aru....?
Aarohi : nothing i am just feeling cold....
Aditya : do you think i am fool.......? Bewakoof dikhta hoon tumhe ? Its so much hot outside and u are feeling cold now?
Aarohi : actually....... Adi...... Aditya aarohi turned around showing the scare on her back
Aditya : how did u get this scare ruh...... What happened...? Answer na........?
Aarohi : i dont want to remember that incident...... But what i should do now aditya...... Should i change it....? Can i wear a anarkali which covers my back...? Do i look fat in this...? Is my skin revealing so much in this saree...? Should i wear something which covers my whole skin......?I will be back in a minute.
Aditya : shhhhh... Stop it now.... How much do u talk...? come with me
(Aditya took aarohi inside her room and make her stand in front of mirror.)
Aditya : look at the mirror....... What do u see....?
Aarohi : i can see the reflections of us both
Aditya : but i could see the most beautiful girl in this world..... The one who looks very pretty what so ever she wears...........
Aarohi : but..... Aditya.......
Aditya : shhhh..... Aru.... Just try to look at yourself from my pov today you will get to know how much beautiful you are.........
Just look at your silky, smooth hair which falls till your bare waist........., Look into your eyes...... Uff..........that innocence...... That beauty of yours is clearly visible...... Anybody can fall in love with this beautiful eyes..... Look at ur nose which is always red because of your fuming nature..... (Aarohi giggled........ On aditya's words)........look at the nose pin which looks so so beautiful....... Look at your smile...... Your smile shows how beautiful you are from heart...... And u are talking about your body........ U are perfect the way u are........
And this scar is just a reminder which will always remind you how strong you are.......?How brave u are......?
I am angry with you how can u talk bad about my best friend.............who is the most purest soul in this world...... If anyone talk such nonsense about my aru.... Then i wont spare that person even if it is you......... Ms aarohi sharma. (Aditya said keeping his hands on aarohi's arms and his chin on aarohi 's shoulder.)
Aditya and aarohi were just looking into each others eyes we were lost in those
Suddenly heard a knock.
It was tara
Tara : Hayy aru..... U look very beautiful now both of you go.........aren't u getting late.......?
Aditya : Yes di.
Aarohi and aditya sat in car
Aditya : aarohi just started becoming comfortable with you but............ u are a fool stupid u made her uncomfortable by getting close to her.
There was complete silence during the ride...
Aditya and aarohi reached college.
(Aditya helped aarohi get out of the car...)
Aditya : I am sorry aarohi........
(Aarohi didnt react anything she just went without talking........)
I don't know how this chapter is....?
But please give it a try...
For the first time i have expressed aarohi's feelings more than aditya's.
I hope u all like it..
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