Aarohi pov
Four days later...........
Life unscripted
Dear dairy,
I am good............. But still there is something which is not stopping me from thinking............ Was aditya really telling truth............? I don't know whom i should trust............. The person who never left a chance to mock me......, the person who hates me from her heart core or the person who is my best friend and my love ........., the person who has always made me feel i am special...........
For a minute i could believe that those photos have been morphed but what about the confession that aditya made................? I don't have a choice other than believing the video .............
First mumma asked me to stop talking to aditya and now these photos...........
But i want to prove myself wrong for the first time in life........... I have decided that if i am proved wrong and if aditya's feelings for me are cleared then i will talk to mumma to accept us..............
Do you know? Kabir and his friends are back............ and for my shock kabir's friends advait and rahul apologized me for their behaviour and promised me that they will consider me as their sister from now on and protect me from kabir and others.......... And even they warned that i should be careful from kabir as he is ready to take revenge from me and aditya...........
I met kabir day before yesterday.........
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I was going to cafeteria ........... When suddenly kabir came out of nowhere and blocked my way...............
Did you miss me.....baby.............? Kabir asked tracing the rose he had from my cheeks to neck........
Huhh? I said and took the rose from his hand and throw it .......... In your........ Dreams...... Kabir....... Bhaiya
This time i have made a foolproof plan and i will make you mine by hook or by crook........... And that lover boy of yours can't do anything........... Kabir held my wrist
I removed my wrist from his grip and gave him a hard slap.........
Don't you dare touch me....................... Cockroach ke shakal ke...... Chipkali ke poonch kahi ke tumko kya laga tum ye apna ganda sa gobar sa muh leke hume daraneki koshish korege toh hum dar jayenge kya................ U really don't know who i am.............? Chup chap se padayi karo...... degree lo aur yaha se nikal lo.... Nahi toh........ye degree se bhi tum haath do baithoge ....... Hamare aur hamare aditya ke aas paas bhi batakne ki koshish bhi mat karna......... That gadhe waala offer is still valid and i won't think twice before doing that............ I said warning him..........
Which offer? Kabir asked...........
hum tumhara aada.... nahi pura sar mundavake gadhe pe bitake puri aims mein toh kya delhi gumaunge samje kya.............. I gave a stern reply...........
How dare you oppose me ha...........? First i will remove that aditya from your life......... Kabir said
Shutup........... Just shutup.......... Don't you dare to take my adi's name with your filthy mouth..........i replied and added further Saale............. tu ruk hum tujhe abhi bata te hai............ I take the stones present there and throws at kabir
Baby u know right i love you so much.......... Please throw that stone down........... We will have a peaceful talk na baby..........Kabir said
Love........? Huhhh.......? Love my foot........... If u stay here a second longer then i will make sure you don't go on your legs i warned..............
I will be back darling........ to make you mine you just wait and watch............ Kabir replied............
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I really don't know what that kabir is upto.................. I have to be really very careful with him.............. His first and foremost target will be my people................ I should make sure everyone is fine.................... Especially his target will be my aditya as he is the one who protected me the last time...............
Huhh.....? My aditya from when he became yours my conscious mocked at me............
Yes he is mine although he don't consider me one but the fact that i love him more than myself won't change ever....................
Do you really think he never considered you............? He never cared for you..............? My conscious mocked again.............
I closed my eyes and started recalling all our moments.............. How can all those moments be fake...............? I don't know......... I really don't know............... Tears welled up from my eyes...................
I closed my journal and kept it aside................ I covered my face with my palms and started crying..............
My chain of thoughts was broken when i heard my phone ring............ I ignored it the first time as i was not in a mood to take at all.......... But actually i got a call again........ I recieved it without seeing the caller id...........
Hello......... Please don't disconnect the call i heard from the other side
Hello i said recognizing that voice........ It was riya's voice............
What do u want............? I asked her in a very cold tone..............
I want to meet you........... Please don't say no........... I want to meet you its very important riya replied.............
First i didn't want to agree but i had to as to as she pleaded to me.............
Ok meet me at my place tomorrow sharp at 10 am
Next day ----------------
It was next day and riya came to my home..............
Bhaiya gave her a great welcome.......... But bhabhi gave her a fake smile as she knew what actual happened between me and aditya and who is responsible for it.................
I told bhabhi about the conversation we had yesterday.......... Firstly bhabhi said she would join me but later i convinced her not to..................
It's been 10 minutes we have entered my room and none of us have uttered a word
Later i decided to break the silence.........
What do you wanted to talk to me.......? I asked her with a cold tone
I wanted to talk about me and aditya sir............ Riya replied with a low tone
What do you wanted to talk when everything is clear.............? I asked
No its not like what you think....... Aditya sir is never at fault............ It was me who called him to talk by taking your name.......... It was me who forced myself upon him........
And those.... Pho.... Photos they are all fake............ It was morphed...............
Why should i believe you..........?after what you have done all these years I mocked
I am telling the truth aarohi.......... I swear on my mother the every single thing which i am saying is true............. Riya replied
Now i really had to believe ger as she can never ever take a false swear on her mother as she loves my mami so much..............
Riya started saying the actual thing what happened that day............. She even said that it was kabir who blackmailed riya by keeping her video from the changing room............. And asked to do all these just to seperate us...............
Yes.......... Yes somewhere i knew it my aditya can't do that.......... But i didn't trust him............. Why......... When everything was getting good why........... I thought
I asked papa about your past and i was shocked to know everything........... Riya said
i..... I am sorry.......... I am sorry for everything what i have done all these years........... I am sorry for not understanding you.............. I am sorry for blaming you all these years......... I never knew what you have actually gone through.............. I always thought that you have taken my share of love and care.............. But i was wrong........... You never wanted more but the situation you were into made like that................. I know what i have done is not forgiveable but please forgive me............. I can't keep this guilt anymore.............. Riya fell on my feet and stated apologizing...............
Hyy riya........ Get up....... What are you doing.......... To reduce your guilt i might say that i have forgiven you but it will take some time for me to forget everything that happened............
I can't forget the fact that i am so much insecure about myself and that is because of you................ But i will definitely try to forgive you............ I replied...............
Thank you thank you so much aru............. Riya hugged me..............
After that riya called my mami...... And even she apologized to me for her behaviour this years............ She was just worried about riya......... Although she knew everything but....... A mother can do anything to protect her child and that's what mami also did...........
She also apologized for telling negative about me and aditya to my mumma......... So technically from there only everything started..........
Na mami mumma se kuch bolti....... Na mumma hume kuch bolti aditya se dur rehne ke liye.......... Na hum uss dinn woh baat karne jaate na hi hume woh galat fehmi hoti............
It was meant to be.....
I know its not easy to forgive them.......... The person i am today insecure, rude......... Everything its because of them.............
I even got to know that she has literally confessed everything to my mama like how she used to behave with me......... What she has done to separate me and aditya..........and after the confession mama has stopped talking to her.........
I promised her that i will talk to mama about her................ Mama can be angry on her but can never hate her........... He will definitely forgive her...........
While going back she said aru......... "What so ever happens you please don't leave aditya sir ............... He is a gem........... He loves you and cares for you so much................
I was not ready to ready to confess everything to you but it was aditya who showed me the reality "
On the day of the trip..............
It was a 3 day trip.............
It was mainly to museum of anatomy and pathology manipal Karnataka...... As it was part of our curriculum And its surrounding places...........
I was really very excited to see all those places........... As my ninu..... Has talked so much about all these places............ ( let me tell you naina is half kannadiga and half gujarati......., naina's mumma is from Karnataka and papa from gujarat she follows both the cultures............. She has taught me many things from Karnataka............)
I talked to aditya......... Before coming to trip.............
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Aditya.......... I am sorry for not believing you........... I said to him
How can i forgive you aarohi .........? Was my behaviour not enough for you to believe that how much you mean to me............? Haa...... You chose to trust riya that riya who hated you........... But you didn't trust me.............
And i know what u wanted to talk to me that day in cafeteria............. Do you really think i will leave you after knowing your past............ Do you really think i will give importance to this society............? But let me clear to you madam......... Although i am part of this society but i can never be judgemental like them............. Aditya replied with cold tone
Aditya please.......... I was sacred aditya........... I was scared that you will leave me............ I thought its better for me to distance myself from you than regretting later.............. Aditya i said that i don't trust you but i always did.............. I always wanted to prove myself wrong for you........ Fo....... For us....... Aditya............ I said hugging him............ But for the first time he created distance between us by breaking the hug
I trust you aditya........ More than myself please please forgive me........... I beg you aditya.............. Please........... I requested
I can but i need some time aarohi............ And till i don't talk to you myself please don't come and talk to me about this thing..........otherwise things will go wrong............ Give us sometime............ It will be alright............ Aditya replied...........
His words are hurting me......... He never called my full name.......... He used to call me aru..... Baccha..... Baby......... I am so much used to those words.......... But today...........
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I miss my aditya.......... Who is carefree....... Loving.......... Yes i have hurted him so much........... But i will clear everything between us.......... And it's a promise to myself........ My aditya and for our love.............
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