After two days of their date
Aditya is waiting for aarohi at their usual place
When aarohi comes and tells "aditya please take me home now "
Why aru..... are u fine jaan? Aditya asked with concern holding her face in his hands
Ya i am fine adi....., don't worry its just that i want to tell u everything today about my past aarohi replies removing his concern
But are u sure u want to share it today aditya asks
Yes adi i have made my mind that i will share everything today aarohi replies
In no time they reach the parking area with hand in hand
Aditya takes out the bike and aarohi sits on it
After 20 minutes they reach aarohi's home
They ring the bell
Tara opens it with a wide smile
How was your day bhabhi aarohi asks
It was good tara replies
Hello di says aditya and hugs her
And even wishes his little munchkin
After they both fresh up........aarohi comes to tara who is working on a project
Yes choti tell me tara says removing her glasses
Bhabhi actually i have finally decided to share my past with adi aarohi says and adds but i am scared what if adi leaves me after knowing everything
Nothing of such sort will happen
Mera bhai na tujhse bohat bohat zyada pyaar karta hai woh tere bina ek pal bhi nahi reh sakta....... tu tujhe chodne ki baat kar rahi hai tara says these words lovingly cherishing her cheeks
Ok bhabhi thank you i love you aarohi says hugging tara
I love you too mera baccha tara replies
Aarohi goes to her room taking slow steps
Aditya is waiting for her in her room
In aarohi's room
Aarohi pov
There was silence for few minutes when i started.........
Aditya are u happy with this relationship of us? (I asked with fearful voice turning towards aditya..)
Ha why not? Ha first of all We are best friends and secondly we both know each other very well and nothing can make me more happy than being with u aditya replied with lot of love in his eyes
But aditya will u still accept me even after knowing my past.? And aditya don't think about anyone else just ask yourself Aarohi said
Mujhe tumhari past se koyi fark nahi padta hai............ We have to always let go of our past......... Thats good for everyone.......... And most importantly what matters to me the most is you ruh.............. Your heart, your soul, i dont want to know about your past.......... I am just thinking about present and our future ruh....... Aditya replies keeping his hand on hers
But aditya hume fark padta hai apne past se aur hum aapko andere mein nahi rak sakte hai i have to tell u everything about my past......... After that even if you refuse to be with me i am ok with it........ But if there comes sort of problems in the later stage of my relationship then i would really not able to take it. Aarohi tells her concern
But bacche........ Aditya says only to be interrupted by aarohi
No aditya let me speak today........ I started....
Aditya when i was 12 years old i was not knowing anything i was very much innocent....., i......... i didn't know about this world........., how much bad it was....? How much cruel people in this world are......? I was always kept in a protected environment because of my health issues.....and i needed somebody or the other by my side always because when.............my health used to deteriorate nobody was aware of it....... So everyone in my family used to care for me.......... Nobody ever let me go alone anywhere....... Everybody used to go to their friends home but i was not going anywhere alone...... I thought that the whole world is good they are like my family i used to trust everybody easily........... Thats where my life took a twist.......... There was a new teacher appointed in our school as our maths teacher his name was ra........ Ra......... Rakesh rathod (aarohi said with trembling voice........)
Aarohi please don't stress yourself....... if you are not comfortable saying then don't please....... I can't see you like this......... Aditya said
No aditya i have to say it..
I continued further........... Rakesh rathod had just shifted to mumbai he was in Bangalore before........... I became his favourite student in just few days.......... He used to come to my home very often as he was papa's friend from school......... And he used to give me maths tuitions personally as i was weak in maths...... No one knew what were his intentions.......... What he was upto.........? Kis nazar se woh hume dekhte the.......... Whenever he used to get a chance he used to touch me........ Ho...... Hold me by my waist.......... Put his hand on my thighs He used to make me sit near him and used to touch me........ He used to touch me inappropriately............. I used to feel disgusted by just his look........ I was not knowing what was happening to me? I was in that state of mind where i was not able to differentiate between good touch and bad touch also............And I couldn't even share with anyone because he had warned me that if....... If i say this to anyone then he would continue to do this............... He would harm my family............. But one day i somehow gathered my courage and i...... I spoke to dadi ma........... Because since childhood i had always been close to my dadi ma and nani ma than my parents........... When i said it to dadi ma she said that baccha woh bus tumse pyaar kar rahe hai tumhe laad kar raha hai .......... She knew rakesh from his childhood so she thought that i........ I was just overthinking...........
I wanted to tell to dadi ma that day ki............ Kya ye hota hai pyaar karna? jismein woh humse gandi baate karte hai, jismein woh hume gandi nazar se dekhte hai...,Jismein woh hume gandi tarike se touch karte hai.......... Agar ye pyaar karne ka tareeka hai toh......... Nahi chahiye hume yaisa pyaar.......... Isse acha hum marna behtar samjate hai........, when he came to know that i have tried to talk to dadi ma about all this he started beating me........ Badly........ My parents never ever raised hand on me but that person he used to beat me abuse me whenever he used to find me alone....... He used to make me feel that i was a burden on my family............
Aditya that day u saw a scar on my back....... It...... It was given by him ............ There are many such scars present on my body, many burns which he has given ........ I used to always wear clothes that would cover my entire body even in summers i used to wear full length clothes......... Because my body was covered with many scars.......... Till today i have many scars on my body........ Many have faded but the pain i have experienced has not gone at all......
My...... My classmates used to make fun of me......... riya was in my claas ..... She used to make fun of me forming a gang because she used to think that mama loves me more than her ...,.she used to make fun of my apperance.......... I had stopped eating........... I had become so lean...., i had dark circles.......... Dadi ma thought that i was missing papa and mumma ( papa and mumma had taken work from home and gone to delhi as bhaiya had just shifted to boarding school only i and dadi were there in my home )so i was becoming like that but the truth was that he used to do all this in the name of teaching me..........
This thing repeated literally for many months........... I used to feel disgusted aditya......... I used to feel like i should stop everything by killing myself........... I ha......... Have thought of attempting suicide for n number of times........., sometimes i used to think of hanging myself sometimes killing myself with a knife....... Sometimes coming in front of a high speed truck......... But whenever i used to take a step to die i used to think about my family........., my dadi ma........ I used to die every day aditya........ Everyday............
till this time 4 months had already passed and papa and mumma had extended their stay in delhi as bhaiya was having health issues because of that we didn't had that much conversation in these 4 months...
One day i thought that i would run away from here......... I will go to nani ma......... I wrote everything that happened in this 4 months in a letter i kept it in one of my book......... I called nani ma that i want to come to her............... She said that she would send my mama (riya's papa) to pick me up................ That day rakesh rathod came to my home he came to my room ............. I went to him with my bag just then the letter fell from my book........... He saw that and when he read that he started to beat me............ He burned my body with the cigarette he had.............. He banged me to the wall.............. My forehead started bleeding............. I was yelling........... With pain......... He was completely on me this time........ I was trying to free myself......... Push him....... Shout........ But all my efforts were going in vain..........dadi ma was not able to hear anything because she had hearing problem due to old age. Door was open and mama came to my home to take me........... He went to dadi ma and asked her about my where abouts and then he heard a loud shout........... Aarohi aru beta are you ok............ He came inside my room and saw me lifeless on bed....... My clothes were torn i was almost naked ............ I was bleeding from my private parts also rakesh ran away........... mama came to me i don't know anything after that.......... Mama covered me with a shawl present nearby and took me outside and dadi started crying seeing me like this.
I was taken to hospital............. Doctor just by seeing me could easily figure out that i was rap*d very badly if they hadn't taken me to hospital then i............ I would not have lived...........
Papa mumma bhaiya everyone came to see me.............. They were shattered to see me like this............... They literally had no idea what i had gone through these months.............
I hugged aditya and started crying........... Kyun................. Aditya also had tears in his eyes.......
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